Think Im In The Middle Of An Emotional Breakdown (really Long)?

By admin, on February 14th, 2010

i live on southern ohio. i finally had everything i wanted. friends, a boyfriend (all of whom loved me to death and vice versa) and everything.
but now i have to move to southern florida. ive been freaking out about it the past couple days (I ONLY HAVE A MONTH!!!) and today i had a complete and total melt down in class, when my lab partner (complete idiot) wouldnt shut up. she kept telling me how stupid i was, and yelling at me. i told her in these exact words: “i swear to god if you yell at me one more time! im not in the f*cking mood!” she still wouldnt leave me alone. so i stopped working. i handed the other people in our group tape, scissors, and sat there with my nails digging into my other fist (anger management) and my head down. i wasnt doing anything wrong. and then she told me in a very rude way to move. see im not usually the type to show my emotions. but as the seether song says “i bottled them up till the well ran over” so i walked out of the class room in tears, and everyone in my grade saw me. my best friend and i cried together, then i went to the bathroom and fixed my makeup and tried to get the red off my face. that was fifth period. ever since then ive been emotionless, which is a trick my best friend taught me. then my boyfriend and i decided that long distance wasnt going to work, and why should we avoid the unavoidable? we broke up. he was (still is) everything to me. now all i want is pot (which ive never tried) alchohal, and ciggerates (which im supposed to quit) i want to cut, and watch all my blood come out. i want everything to stop hurting. now im kinda numb but ya know in intense pain at the same time. i cant deal with all of this, its too much!!!! im a very small fourteen year old girl, my body cant hold that much stress!!! im freaking out. i have scabs on one hand from anger management and my other one is swollen form punching the wall, nothing is working anymore. what do i do???

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February 14, 2010 at 4:16 am

I can understand where you’re coming from. But first of all, you need to calm down before you hurt yourself. Starting over may be difficult, but everybody has to go through with it at LEAST once in their lifetime–whether it be a new job, a new house, whatever. One of my friends moved away last year–and she was in complete tears. Now she lives ina new state and she has many friends, and a new boyfriend, and we still talk. I guarantee you will make new friends in Florida. You have to look on the bright side of life. Everything will be okay. For right now, buy a stress ball or listen to calming music. DO NOT try to hurt yourself. This will make things worse. Just take a deep breath and tell yourself that everything will be alright, because things will get better. =]

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I don’t know how to help other than if you want to stay friends through emailing you could try that and besides the normal u r 2 young stuff about worrying and blah.
Just about everyone has felt something like this. I hope you get better and it should with time.
I am not sure what to say. I wish you luck and cutting would freak me if I ever hit a vein. Pot usually makes people stressed and paranoid as compared to others who can’t stop laughing, personally I don’t do drugs and alcohol, just heavy metal screamo music, sometimes, not as much, and used to cut.

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Hey there,
Whenever there is a down, there’s also an up. Things WILL get better, believe it or not. I’ve moved over 5 times and every time I had a crush on someone – almost a boyfriend twice -, and lots of friends of course.
Last year I moved to where I am now, and I was so suprised to find that the people in my grade are all awesome and I’ve learned to love them so much! I never dreamt that people like them existed.
You never know what will happen.
If you think about it, what’s the use to be so negative? If life is going to take you for a wild ride, go with it. Just try to be happy, be open to change, and accept what awaits you. It’s a great experience in life. Some people never even leave the state they were born in.. that’s sad.
Remember: you choose to be happy. If you choose to be upset now, then that’s your own fault.
Also, good friends stay forever! I’ve kept in touch with my friends for over 5 years, and they still come to visit me every now and then. (My friends live in another country..)
Things will get better. Learn to love the new place, make new friends, maybe even get a cute puppy once you get there. Puppies are people-magnets I made lots of friends with my puppy lol
Good Luck, and keep your head up.. be strong!

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