I Dont Get What This Poem Means ?

on the internet this guy made this poem. what doesit mean ?? its pretty long but her eit is. plz answer… im curious ; )
ever since i was 8
My world was turned into hate
I still loved her with all my heart
but this life was just the start
i cryed and hurt for hours and more
and watch my mother on the floor
I think shes dead I cannot speak
i hear her breath im with relief
I yell her name
she is not there
she doesn’t love me
she doesn’t care
with other strangers in our home
i’m up all night i am alone
6 am my mother wakes
seeing my trembling,tired face
She tucks me in with love and care
she crys a bit and then a glare
of abused, puffy, sorry eyes
at 2 pm im arise
I see my mom yelling at him
in the evening with his drunken grin
he says hes sorry she says get out
but he’ll be back without a doubt
we move away to a busy place
with the gangsters hiding their face
mom goes out and police arrive
she got bet up , out just alive
A friendly man up the street
out he moved and then we meet
she lets him in, he stays and stays
MY damage continues adding different ways
He says he hears things that i cannot
He says it while his eyes bloodshot
He drinks everynight then talks to god
then i cry and pet the dog
I talked to the dog, he was all i had
he gave me attention, and made me mad
i’d run for him after his pain
Just like mom, i hurt for game
He hated me , then loved me
Like how i was with mom
then finally did i realize
what i did to him was wrong
My “dad” was in the snow
he was asleep he’d never know
How i saved him from dying
But still I kept crying
In the day and in the night
i was always in a fright
finally she figured that
he cheated her and hes a rat
On and off he came and went
then after the years off he sent
to the place where he belongs
mom still prays he does no wrongs
And here i am still stuck in hell
In a depression I’m still unwell
She is lonely she doesn’t believe
Maybe one day she’ll be stress free
But until then I have to wait
I’ll be stong, it is my fate
I love my mom, though she is weak
I’ll get us through all this heat